[He turns his face up, stares at the opposite wall. He does feel as though he's being given secrets. He doesn't know what to do with them, though.]

That sucks.

[Kon knows this. Chris doesn't. It's in his file, and he's never talked about it. But he suddenly needs to tell Zane. Not anybody, just him.]

When they were using me, Barron worked me to forget. But it's the same, the push and pull, for him as for me, so when he works he forgets things, too. He keeps notebooks to remember everything, and I - rewrote them. For a different reason, but.

When I did, I wrote in that we'd get pizza once a week.

It was stupid.