No, it's fine. I just... I have something to say and I don't want to have to look at you when I say it.

Remember when we were little and we used to sit in the basement and talk about what you were going to do when you grew up? I always wanted you to say you'd work for my dad because then when I took over you'd be there. And we, we could've been the best team. Like, real partners and I wouldn't have made you do-- But that was all I wanted because you are the only person who has never stopped having my back.

So. That's why you can't wish you weren't alive. Because of that.