[There are two important parts to the memories that filter back. First are the sensory memories - the smells, sounds, pictures, the sense of skin or fabric under his hand as he watches a man turn to metal. The shock in his eyes, the stale scent of his last breath.]
[The second part, he thinks, is more important. He did not enjoy killing. That's - good, he thinks, with the part of himself that hasn't shut down entirely. The part of him that's just done feeling.]
[He opens his eyes and looks at Charles, then says the first thing that comes to his head.]
[spam]
[The second part, he thinks, is more important. He did not enjoy killing. That's - good, he thinks, with the part of himself that hasn't shut down entirely. The part of him that's just done feeling.]
[He opens his eyes and looks at Charles, then says the first thing that comes to his head.]
Sad. [A moment, and then:] And tired.