[That's even quieter. When family's glued together with magic, what does loyalty to it even mean? Not much, when all's said and done. This is what he knows about himself: he isn't naturally loyal. He's naturally mean.]
[But then there are people like James and Vesper and Zane and fucking Chris of all people, and - maybe it's just that he doesn't know himself at all anymore.]
[His smile's wan.]
Even if I did - I don't have a home to go back to anymore. No real family that's not here.
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[That's even quieter. When family's glued together with magic, what does loyalty to it even mean? Not much, when all's said and done. This is what he knows about himself: he isn't naturally loyal. He's naturally mean.]
[But then there are people like James and Vesper and Zane and fucking Chris of all people, and - maybe it's just that he doesn't know himself at all anymore.]
[His smile's wan.]
Even if I did - I don't have a home to go back to anymore. No real family that's not here.