[He knows. He doesn't have to think. He's been thinking about it for days and days, he knows what he feels for once. Kon was right, anger's a cover for everything else, and he's--]
Guilty.
[That's all he's got, it's all he is, he's broken and damaged and if someone can take control of his mind and make him do this shit again he's--]
Not good enough.
[And he looks up but won't look James in the eye. It hurts. Doing this again, it hurts. Worse than before, maybe, because Lila never trusted him, not really, but he did.]
spam;
Guilty.
[That's all he's got, it's all he is, he's broken and damaged and if someone can take control of his mind and make him do this shit again he's--]
Not good enough.
[And he looks up but won't look James in the eye. It hurts. Doing this again, it hurts. Worse than before, maybe, because Lila never trusted him, not really, but he did.]