[The only reason, the only reason he does is because right now, at this moment, James sounds exactly like his father. When he looks up, it's instinctive, and he swallows in fear even though he knows rationally he doesn't need to be afraid.]
[He looks, though. It hurts and he doesn't want to, but he looks.]
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[He looks, though. It hurts and he doesn't want to, but he looks.]