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wichita's gone. her cabin's blank.

first one of the month, i guess.

spam } morgause ( tw; self-injury )

[He's been spending a lot of time as a cat lately. If you asked him why, he wouldn't be able to tell you. Probably he'd say something snide like four legs are better than one and then change the subject, like you wouldn't notice the stunt he was trying to pull.]

[The truth is twofold. He wants to hurt. Very badly, even now, he wants to hurt. It's self-flagellating, because Kon's suit is tucked away in his closet gathering dust, and there's nothing to protect him from pain anymore.]

[The other reason is that he misses home, and this form is inextricably connected with his home. The feel of fur down his back reminds him of Lila in his bed, and missing her is a familiar, if dulled, ache. Another way to hurt is remembering.]

[When he sees Morgause vanishing down the hall after breakfast, he follows after her. Not because he likes her - he doesn't know her from Adam - but because she's Morgana's, and Morgana is (tangentially) his. His paws tread silently down the hall behind her, but she might notice him by a prickling at the back of her neck: he's staring at her, unwavering, unblinking.]

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you want to punch the ship on fire?

well maybe first one and then the other.

if you're trying to make me feel better, it's

actually working really well

who knew wanton property destruction was something that would make you feel better.

you did. you knew that.

...yeah, I kinda did. hey, so. we're both inmate-less. perfect time for a vacation, am I right?

yeah. yeah, we could do that.

your last vacation idea sucked though.

yeah, I'm sorry. We won't do that ever again, I should've listened to you.

yeah you should've.

so what's the new idea?

somewhere different - somewhere we've both never been before but it's on the bucket list.

I don't have a bucket list.

you should make one. Everyone needs a bucket list.

make mine for me. then pick where we're going on vacation.

you're so fucking lazy. Fine. You want to go see niagara falls. and go skydiving. and learn to needlepoint.

needlepoint?

you gave up your right to protest your bucket list items already.

i just don't get why needlepoint.

It keeps your hands busy, it involves sharp objects, and you can make pretty pillows with curse words on them.

okay that last part sold me.

See? I know you.

i'll make you a pillow.

it better have the word fuck on it like twenty times.

at least.

Awesome. Get back to me when I have a nice pretty pillow to call my own.

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