patheticvillain | thirteen ➢ private + voice

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thirteen ➢ private + voice

private | kon

I have a question about what Charles did to you. [A beat.] I mean. For you.

public | voice

[He shouldn't be making this post, probably, no matter how curious he is. He's been weird about his mother lately, and if she starts talking to him he's not sure what he'll do.]

[So he compromises: voice, which is a tell in itself, when he could be using video (he's hiding), but to his credit it doesn't shake, and he doesn't sound afraid. Maybe Sam's out there, or Daneca.]

The Admiral's fucking with us again, I note. If anybody wants to catch me up on the news from Jersey, it's not like I'm doing anything. Otherwise I'll just watch everyone else be super uncomfortable.

private | text to zane + chris | later

today was complete bullshit and fuck this boat i have snacks and my door's open

the rules are no talking and whoever brings booze gets the most pillows

Flat | Top-Level Comments Only

Because he left me in a cage for three years with his brother who didn't have the memory to do really basic things like clean it, or acknowledge my existence, or feed me.

His brother sounds pathetic to me.

He is.

So what do you feel for Cassel?

We were best friends when we were kids, you don't grow out of that. But right now, nothing.

Which is better than hate, probably.

I think he would rather have hate than nothing.

Well, that's his choice, not mine.

Do you understand him?

Highly doubtful.

I understand his mom is emotionally manipulative so feelings don't mean the same thing to him and he grew up feeling useless so he tried to make himself useful and that his brother and my cousin took advantage of that.

But understand Cassel? No, I doubt it.

It's a start.

I understand him. Is there anything you want to ask me?

No. [Her head shakes, even though he can't see it.] Doesn't matter anymore.

I don't believe you.

Then you're smarter than Cassel.

It's not difficult.

I don't want to know anything because he's not coming back. I know enough to tell Desi and Sam and the Brennans. [Though to be fair, telling the Brennans will mean findin who killed Cassel and returning the favor.]