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Cassel Sharpe. ([personal profile] patheticvillain) wrote2014-09-09 03:57 pm

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Whoever brings me ibuprofen and weed first gets to be my best friend for the next week.

What'd I miss? Needy, where the fuck are you? Where's my cat?

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Was there a flood? I heard there was a flood. Did it get you?

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[The first thing Cassel does - after a really solid lunch and a long shower - is get down to the gym. He doesn't know what's happened to Mindy, but it seems like he's on his own here for a little while. So he meanders through the gym equipment, cleaning, re-organizing, and very obviously brooding.]
voluntaryapnea: (almost a smirk)

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[personal profile] voluntaryapnea 2014-09-10 03:55 pm (UTC)(link)
[And Stiles has a history of hyper-vigilance. A long history. He smirks at Cassel's statement and shakes his head.]

No, so far I haven't died a gruesome death on the Barge. [But considering everything? He isn't expecting that trend to last forever.]

How are you feeling?
voluntaryapnea: (worry)

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[personal profile] voluntaryapnea 2014-09-10 07:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[Stiles watches him, frowning and also glancing toward the door when Cassel does. He sees no one and returns his gaze toward the other guy's face. He doubts anyone aboard is really fond of being comatised, so he doesn't blame him there at all. It's never happened to Stiles, but the whole dropping into a coma for unknown reasons thing is troubling at best, even if there don't ever seem to be any ill physical effects after.]

Well yeah. Comas suck. [His frown deepens at the mention of Needy, though.] Why? What's going on?
voluntaryapnea: (troubled)

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[personal profile] voluntaryapnea 2014-09-15 03:27 pm (UTC)(link)
No, not that I know of. I mean, I'm pretty sure if she'd gotten hurt I would've known. [His eyes are troubled as he looks at Cassel.]

I think she's just -- been really worried about you. A lot of people have been dropping into comas lately and it's weird. I don't think she's used to it yet.
voluntaryapnea: (uncertainty)

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[personal profile] voluntaryapnea 2014-09-16 01:32 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah and let's face it...there's only one Iris. Uh. Usually.

[Stiles frowns when he catches sight of the guilt.]

Dude, you know it's not your fault, right? I mean it's not like you chose to be in a coma.
voluntaryapnea: ((Dad) serious discussion)

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[personal profile] voluntaryapnea 2014-09-18 02:10 am (UTC)(link)
[Sorry, Cassel. It's sort of currently on his mind, considering. He falls silent when the other man talks, listens intently to what he's saying. He hasn't been an inmate. But he can kind of relate to that fear of being left alone, even if it's an irrational fear on his part. A lot of fear is irrational.]

No. You're right. But that's sorta the whole thing about life. You don't always have control of what happens. To you, to people you care about. [He looks away.] Sometimes bad things just happen and all you can do is try to pick up the pieces when it's all said and done. And...you can dwell on it and feel bad as much as you want and it's not gonna change anything. Or you can focus on what you can control. On reassuring Needy that you won't choose to leave her for good. That even if you leave for a little while because of stuff back home, or because you drop into a coma...you're going to come back if there's any way you can.
voluntaryapnea: (staring down at hands)

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[personal profile] voluntaryapnea 2014-09-24 04:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[He nods, and looks down at his hands at Cassel's admission. He can definitely relate. He wishes he didn't.]

Start over how? [He glances at him sideways, curious.]